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NMB48 11th Single – Don’t Look Back

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All dem Yukirin! Maachun!! Ainyan!!!!!!

BEST! Just simply BEST!

You know, someone jokingly said that Yukirin’s position and screen-time in the Don’t Look Back single was better than her own group’s singles combined and after watching the PV and Team N’s MV, I am inclined to agree! And OMG did Yukirin slay both the cool ‘Don’t Look Back’ and the Sexy ‘Renai Petenshi’ like she had the blood of NaMBa flowing through her veins or what!!! But really, what can one expect? She is after all the Idol no Kishin! I sure hope AKS are taking notes and realising how so under-used and un-appreciated Yukirin is. All her songs are slow songs, she is always left to the back lines like she was some kind of back-up dancer! Seriously, seeing all those singles you wouldn’t think for a second that she was the No.2 of AKB48 better yet No.3 of the whole darn 48G!

She was so cool in Don’t Look Back, didn’t even look like she was breaking a sweat and of course when it comes to sexy Renai Petenshi she is gonna slay, after all, Kuchi Utsushi yo! I was right, this was the single to get and even the fact that I still struck out on getting what has to be one of the sexicoolest Yukirin CD photos to have ever graced the face of the earth

Gimme, me want!!!

The amount of Yukirin screen time in all three of these PVs (including the dance version of Don’t Look Back) was like God food! Not to mention that this is Yukirin’s last NMB single which is really sad! Her time of going all out is already over! And I was so looking forward to seeing her interact with the new Team N! I will never see her together again with Jo-chan and Natsuko now! Baka AKS, always getting in the way of happiness!

Then there is that delicious, delicious surprise PV that hit me like a train! I was like, what’s this? There is a lot of things on this DVD! 10mins? A making of? That’s strange, those are never on the Type A (which I got). So anyway I checked it out disinterested and even when I saw Nana staring with FEELs at a photo that I gave no attention to, nothing really jumped out at me until I saw that flashback of the girls training on the track and my eyes bulged! I had spotted Maachun! I could not believe it! Then the title hit the screen and I cheered!

Sorry Mirurun but when I found out that Nana was not solemnly staring at that photo just because she broke her leg and was sad that she would not get to compete with her friends but rather that she was thinking of Maachun, even going so far as to give us cool Maachun in a flashback, everything else about this PV disappeared and all I saw was Maachun, and Nana and Shinkirou!

I am telling you, with my copy arriving and getting to watch Seishun no Lap time, add in those Draft Meeting from last year clips shown on last night’s AKBINGO, all I was seeing yesterday was AKS mistakes! Their mistake of taking Maachun out of Team N and NMB as a whole and getting the Draftees out of their Teams!!!! Doesn’t anyone in that Management see these and feel the guilty weighing on them? Don’t they see their mistakes?!!

In addition to delicious Maachun (who was missed by Milky too BTW), we also got to see Ainyan!! I think my faced melted right off with how much I was smiling when she appeared! This PV was like a gift from God and I am taking this cd, sealing it away and keeping it until the end of all time!

I didn’t even realise how much I liked Nana until this single! More specifically until the Lap time PV! Then I thought of Shinkirou and the FEELs hit me from every angle! Now of course Nana was brilliant in Don’t Look Back, nay, she shone the most but that Lap Time PV was in a league of its own! I am going to miss her!

And now Maachun has been taken out of Team B, which means the distance between her and I is increasing since I don’t watch Team A stages that often but seeing as now Team A has two of my 5 Kamis (Sakura and Maachun) and Team B has been reduced from three to one (Ikoma-kun and  Maachun out) I might be watching more Team A stages, especially if those two appear as often and really, Team B stages without Yukirin are kind of less delicious! Especially now that Sayaya won’t be there as well. Seriously, I am beginning to think that AKS and I are natural born enemies! I watched those new Draftee videos and frankly there was no one that could ever replace Sayaya! Maybe my mind will change during the actual event but I doubt it that much, now that the point behind the whole thing has been rendered meaningless by those Devils!

Any who, jump over for caps galore of these PVs. No need to point out that Yukirin will dominate of course…

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So, Majisuka Gakuen 4

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A little bit about this season in general first of all. Exactly what is it?

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Riichan 24Hr TV Part IV – All DAT Sayacchu

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At this time everyone should at least have known about this show and have watched the 2013 version already so really, there is no reason for me to post this other than me just flipping my mind about that awesome Sayacchu and as already stated, how awesome this show is!

I simply cannot wait fir the 2014 vids to hit as from what I hear, they will start rolling out by the end of the month so I hope you all are prepared! From the tease pics I saw it seems like Milky will be trying to re-ignite the SayaMilky ship but from the few pics  I saw, it was mostly on her part as always! Sometimes I actually want something to happen between them that isn’t business relationship-like! You know like…

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I have a confession to make

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Watch Milky just passing everyone until she reaches Yukirin
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Those smiles on their faces!
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Not letting go until they are of reach! Milky’s smile!
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Milky’s SMILE!

I ship MIYUKI more so than I do SayaMilky!

There, I said it! You now have my permission to throw stones at me! Seriously though, what was up with that affectious scene on MS?! How come Milky chose Yukirin of all the girls there? Okay, so maybe Yukirin was the one that reached out for her but I am sure Jurina did too. Then again, at a closer watch, by the time Jurina extended her arm, Milky’s attention was already directed towards Yukirin so she might have missed it. Might have, in that a human’s field of vision should have picked up Jurina there. But then again, everyone has tunnel vision when it comes to Yukirin so Milky can be forgiven there.

Nay, there is nothing to be forgiven. I believe I said it already but I really love Milky when Yukirin is in the equation. I just can’t help it! No, it’s not the Yukirin effect, there are other girls I still can’t stand even when they are with Yukirin but in Milky’s case…Maybe it’s because she is also affecting Yukirin somewhat when they are together?…


Like, when do you guys remember ever seeing Yukirin be the Top? Even Mayuyu has to make the first move usually where Mayuki is concerned but apparently Milky has managed to get Yukirin out of her shell! You will never see Yukirin hold someone like that. Well, hopefully the effects are permanent and we might see more of this Yukirin taking the initiative.

Any way, back to Music Station, I can’t not talk about the observers too, starting with Rena! That smile of hers as she watches Milky rubs me the wrong way for some reason. And Sakura was watching that monitor like a hawk, even as she stood she was still watching, for what, I don’t know. Seeing if Milky does some funny business? Taking lesson? Then there’s Paruru, Paruru who is always watching from the side-lines. You know, I have a feeling that she has like, a ton of fan fiction stacked away in her room filled with the Adventures of AKB! I can just imagine her sitting there with glasses on and in nerd mode writing another chapter based around today’s happening!

The Secret Files of AKB48 – Shimazaki Haruka!

Coming soon to a world without AKB! Will cost you a kidney but you only need one!

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NMB48 10th Single is…

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Way GAY!
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I don’t know about you all or what happened but this latest GAY in my NMB singles is a very welcome change! It started with the last single which was one of my Favs – Maachun’s last as an NMB member and now it continues in this single, the first with my Kami Yukirin as an NMB member. Coincidence? Um, let me get back to you on that!

And while Takane no Ringo just left things up to the viewer to speculate on that implied Maachun/Milky, things here in the 10th single (title ‘Rashiku’ BTW) are way more obvious! And really, when the setting is a catholic girl’s school you know there is gonna be yuri, where Japan is concerned anyway! And man, we did not get disappointed!

I am hoping too that NMB does something more differently this time and a longer slice of the movie dedicated to the drama parts because I want to enjoy all this teased yuri to its full glory! That hungry way with which Fuuchan stares at Mirurun’s perfect lips like she wants to devour them on the spot just has to going somewhere! Could it be we are going to get a BEST END where these two new Centres (Team M’s Shiroma Miru and Yagura Fuuko) kiss!?! Please God, take the luck you had spared for me when I play the lotto and give me this END! I don’t want nothing else!

Ah but it is not just these surprise Centres (A really good surprise! I am sure some of you caught me once complaining about the Sayanee domination in NMB at one point so this makes me really happy) but we also get a glimpse of an almost perfect threesome, well, the only threesome I would even ever consider and that is YukiSayaMilky! The way Yukirin had her arms around SayaMilky like they were her…

Lord Jesus!

So, Yukirin has not only brought the cute/sexy (Ibiza girl/Kyuusen Kyoutei) but she has brought her AKBGAY virus with her as well?

Heh, Just kidding!

Either way I am totally loving this single! And it has very little to do with the fact that my Kami is in it! Well played AKS, you totally got me when you managed to keep me around after getting rid of Maachun by bringing over Yukirin! Everything else < Yukirin so of course I would stay interested in NMB, well, at least part of it! Maachun was my link to NMB, the whole of NMB but now Yukirin only keeps me interested in only Yukirin related NMB activities.

Well, this means that I have to buy the new singles even as I had thought I wouldn’t after Maachun left! At the very least the yuri is also another strong reason to buy it next to Yukirin too but still, I miss Maachun in NMB! I still don’t understand that move from them! Maachun? Really? And what are you doing with her in AKB anyway, other than the fact that you are milking her of her comedian skills? Which by the way she doesn’t seem to utilize as much anymore.

I wanna cry in a corner so if you will excuse me…


[NMB48 & Yukirin] Here we go…

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Pardon, don’t let the delicious pics of Yukirin fondling Milky fool you (well do but you know what I mean) for this is not that kind of positive post. It is about Yukirin and NMB, that is her Kennin position, and me essentially defending her. Though I am not sure why I need to, especially from this!

Now, I know and I am sure everyone too does, that it was bound to happen. She was bound to get back-lash for it, it was inevitable. Really, even I questioned that decision of her Kennin when it was first announced and still do but for some reason, there seems to be a fire building now for some reason. This fire was of course sparked by the announcement of the new NMB single, first one since the shuffled in fact which makes it Yukirin’s first NMB single too.

Now, all Yukirin fans out there will know that we are alike she and us in that we like to keep to our selves and let things pass us by and I was planning to do just that this time around too. But then a second person posted a comment that was like and  in support of that first one which went on to say how not okay it is that Yukirin gets to be Centre, um, to be the 2nd, Oh wait, the 3rd, nope, the fourth Na uh, the fifth in the new single’s line-up when she rarely is in N stages. She has in fact only appeared twice!

Now I ignored that first comment because I figured maybe they are new and needed to get this off their chest.

But then another user on the same forum posts the same point about Yukirin. I also ignore that. But then I go to another of my many public hangouts that I frequent and guess what I find? That’s right, another discussion going on about the same subject. Now, I am pretty sure that it isn’t the same people judging from the sites’ natures but I realised that unless someone actually tackles this, the fire might spread and our Kami would start getting negative exposure. We might be quiet folk but that doesn’t mean we are going to sit back and let our Kami be walked all over especially for something as silly. Silly because this is not new, this has been going on since I can remember. The more popular a member is the more busy they get outside AKB and thus the less AKB activities they will be involved in. Members who are only in one Team were already having difficulty performing in stages some spending even over half a year without appearing now factor in being in two different Teams, that are located in different parts of the country for those members and what do you expect?

Of course these views already started with things like ‘It isn’t her fault’ or ‘I don’t blame her’ but we all know what the sentences following these disclaimers always shows (I mean no disrespect…, I’m not racist but… >_>).

I know some NMB fans are frustrated, wait, why am I saying NMB fans? Yukirin is NMB too so by saying that it means she is not NMB, or they don’t think she is NMB and why would she be in a single if she isn’t NMB? And if she isn’t, if she is only AKB, that means that she shouldn’t be appearing in AKB singles as well because she just as rarely appears in Team B stages.

Speaking of that, let’s take a reverse approach. Take all the Sister Group members that appear in AKB singles, despite never appearing in an AKB stage! Why are they in them then? Ask yourself that first then get to Yukirin.

And first of all, think of the member you are questioning, their position in the whole 48G, their importance, not to you but to the product that is AKB as a whole! She could have easily been the Centre of the single but she isn’t! Not only is it Sayanee but Milky is ahead of her, and she was in line with Nana in Ibiza girl, not ahead of her. For this single, she is in fact 5th in standing. You already have it good, asking for more is being greedy.

Just because you are an employee at a restaurant, it doesn’t mean that when you go there for dinner as a customer you are going to be looked after better than if the Prime Minister went there. Crud example I know but it should pass the point across.

Besides, it makes no difference if she was in the last row or third or second, the point is that she isn’t in the first one despite the difference (power) between her and those in front of her.

But why now though? I shudder to think what these comments would have been like if she was the Centre in front of SayaMilky. Oh God, thank you so much for this. I didn’t think I would be grateful to Management for their disservice towards Yukirin.

Why is she getting a position when she rarely performs or even appears on NMB TV shows? Why? So that you can then turn around and complain about how she is taking up other chances for other members to get exposure by taking up a TV place? So KKS members (and other Team members in the case of Team B)  lose a chance to be known by taking over her place in her absence? if anything we fans should be the ones complaining because we don’t see her as much in AKB-related works! Really, this whole thing is…

Anyway, that’s that! I hope this doesn’t go any further! I am usually calm but when the pushing turns to shove, I am forced to stand up for my Kami to her defence because she is too good to do it herself sometimes unless it is about someone she cares about then she does act! But when it’s about her, it is on us as fans to protect her and so I write this post, in reaction to the comments about her getting free stuff by getting a position in NMB senbatsu when she doesn’t perform in stages as often.

Apparently she is a nobody member lazing at home doing nothing and only shows up to take away positions in senbatsu from the other 60 odd girls that deserve it…


Okay, enough is enough…So, that groping though>.< Would that make Milky the first ever girl to be groped by Yukirin? She is really breaking new ground these days. First that Yui-han kissing (she is really not good at affection to those who don’t know), then during Haachan’s graduation performance she comes out and says how unfair everyone even management were on 3rd gens as a Team (Yukirin isn’t really a person to say things like that) and now she is groping? And in front of thousands of people too!

Looks like something is awakening in her. Time to awaken something more within myself too it seems. Next Sousenkyou is gonna be marvellous!

Ja ne

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Oh 48 fandom, U so Scary!

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I’m no SayaYuki shipper, yet, nor am I a SayaMilky shipper but the way Milky stares holes in the back of Yukirin’s head as if she were cursing her in an ancient Egyptian language gave me the chills and made me wonder just how much she feels for Sayanee. I still stand by my view on their relationship being all business only but some doubts are beginning to surface.

And first of all, what was Yukirin doing there to Sayanee? Admiring her necklace? Don’t all the girls, if not most of them there have it? Isn’t it part of the costume? And Sayanee of all people? She looks like the least person there interested in those kinds of girly things but then again, she is still a girl at the core so she must have felt great to be seen as such when Yukirin praised her at how beautiful the necklace looked on her. That is if that was what Yukirin was doing. I still don’t know what was going on and just like Milky and Rena here…

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I too demand an explanation.

BTW, looking at that cap, here’s what  I think was going on. Neesan is all like – Girl calm your tits! Believe me Yukirin is the least person you have to worry about stealing ur girl. Hearing that though Rena is like – What does she mean by that?


And looking at this placement means that Rena must have been also closely watching Yukirin being all comfy with Sayanee. Too bad we did not see her close-up look at that moment. She was probably, probably, thinking of worse ways that Gekikara could mess Sayanee up! Damn, now  I really want to see it. She was probably smiling. And that is somehow worse than Milky’s glare of death!

Oh 48 Fandom, U so scary!