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[News] Yukirin Diagnosed With a Intractable Disease

No! No! This is not fair!!!

Life is very cruel sometimes! Why God, why?! Why her!!!

I saw this video on my Subscription Timeline and I was bracing myself for the worst news we Idol lovers can expect – Yukirin announcing her graduation. Yeah sure, so far there has been no signs of her graduating and she has been pointing to her staying around for a bit longer still but we all know when someone says ‘announcement’ it can only mean one thing!

The actual announcement turned out to be worse!

No, she is not graduating even with this news but even still, this is much worse! If you have been a fan and following her you will remember that a while back, months back actually, Yukirin was having problems with her hand muscles. A fan of hers that is a Nurse helped her out and that issue seemed to have been resolved but it turns out that moment was an alarm bell!

During a health checkup she took part in a few weeks back, she found out that she had early stages of a Spinal-cord Tumor that is left to escalate would result in her being paralyzed! That issue with the hand a few months back was connected to this disease, which is categorized as an Intractable Disease – which means that it is either rare, lacks effective treatment or requires long-term treatment.

Yukirin found this out days before the 15th anniversary concerts! But she refrained from making it publicly known because she did not want to worry anyone, especially given the importance of those three concerts, one being Miichan’s graduation, the other Team *’s final tour concert and finally AKB48’s 15th anniversary concert, which in case anyone did not know, Yukirin was fully in charge of…fully!

I can assure you 100% that no one watching her during that concert or around that time could tell that she had this heavy cloud over her head…no…her entire life! Like, I can’t even begin to fathom how she managed to handle all this and went on to do those concerts like it was just another fine day in her life!

I never thought I would have any more room for love towards her as she is practically God level to me but here we are, my love for Yukirin just tripled! She is now my Idol for life!

I cried watching that video even as she is still taking everything so well. Just thinking about the future is…No, I gotta stop. I have to think like Yukirin. She is not letting this affect her life and she is committed to continuing as an Idol for a while yet.

As for the condition, they caught the signs pretty early so there is a great chance or recovery if she begins treatment as soon as possible. Yukirin says she is feeling super healthy and normal and she will continue her activities along with the treatment so warrants a few breathes of air but still…I feel so heavy!

And not to mention that the last time we heard of Mayuyu she was also sick.

I really can’t…

Have a good day you all.


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CARMILLA (2020) Trailers

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Carmilla Trailer #1 (2020) - Movieclips Indie.mp4_snapshot_01.12.822
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Carmilla - Official UK Trailer.mp4_snapshot_01.18.577 Carmilla Trailer #1 (2020) - Movieclips Indie.mp4_snapshot_01.28.054
Carmilla Trailer #1 (2020) - Movieclips Indie.mp4_snapshot_01.20.019

Temptation, Suspicion, Obsession…

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I am not exactly sure what amount of FAIL this is but let’s just say that it’s quite astronomical!

I am of course talking about the fail fact that I am only finding out about this movie like, right now!!!! Can you like, believe that!?! Not only did this movie release to press at a Film Festival way back in Q2 of 2019, but the first trailer came out way before then!

But look here, this Doofus is only finding out about it just now, in the Q2 of 2020! That’s more than a year of time to find out about this movie and yet I have failed miserably!

Ah, but the fail doesn’t that all make. Not only is this movie 100% my tastes (Gothic, Horror, Atmospheric with Gays abound), but I have recently bought the digital version of the original novella and finished reading it!

I frikkin bought a book that this movie is based on, read and finished the book and still I did not know about CARMILLA (2020)!

Please someone, just kill me right now…

There is absolutely no excuse for this! The only reaching I can make is that I confused it with the Carmilla movie of the Carmilla web series that is so popular so I did not bother looking into it! But like I said, that is reaching!

 

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“Is This a Butterfly?”

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2.06 million!!! 1.29 million!! 1.04 million views!?!!

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Alright guys, this is not funny! Who hacked My YouTube Channel! Come on, confess! I just wanna talk! I promise!

This is all a dream, isn’t it!?! I mean where the hell are all these views coming from?! Just…just look up there! I don’t even have 10000 subscribers yet I have those many views?!

Na-uh, I ain’t having this Granny’s Peach Tea!

Seriously though, thank you all who have contributed to the clicks! Thank you to those that have spread the word! Sure I don’t have the subs (not that I demand any, I only do what I like and if others happen to like it all the better! You won’t see me asking people to subscribe or like a video because I think it should be up to them! If they like it they will leave a like, if they like you they will subscribe)

Anyway thank you so very much!

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I guess I have to reward the views but getting back to making videos, not that I have been slacking off!

Anyway, good day to you all, I know I am having a great one!

Ja