It’s been how long exactly? How long since we last saw of one Sasaki Maika? I don’t even remember! All I know is that it’s been too long since I last saw her and it hurts majorly!
It really hurts! Maika had a presence and you really feel her absence especially in their shows! I mostly watch this showroom fortnightly show (Still can’t get my hands on that FreshTV show >.<) and I always feel the pain when I don’t see her there! But it’s been even worse lately especially since she not only wasn’t there during the TIF (Tokyo Idol Festival) but she was also not there during the group’s 1 year anniversary! And I hear she wrote the girls a letter but tough luck of me finding it!
So, the two times we get to watch their performances finally, it is when my Oshii is missing! And it has been a while! I mean TIF didn’t just happen this month! And she was already gone before it even happened!
God, I miss her terribly!
And I am worried because this is very unusual! It is taking way too long! I wish someone would share that letter and what Maika said in it so I could get a little bit of an update as to her situation but alas! Maybe I am looking in the wrong places? And as such I reach out to my Readers who are fans and have a wider reach to help me out if you have heard anything!
Anyway, I have been kind of waiting for her to come back before I continued the series, then thought of doing a post about the girls as I waited for her return, but I just did not have the motivation! And so missing her so much, I decided to go back through all their singles (having seen that she wasn’t even in their 4th single as well!!) and I realised that I did not post about the BTS of the first two singles!
They too do have some Hitomaika moments and then also the eight episode of their mini documentaries arrived in that time and it also had a bot of Hitomaika (well more of the BTS of Teokure CAUTION) so I thought that I might as well…
And during that camp, Maika did not just take Hitomi’s cup out of her hands, placing it next to her own on the table (a la 1448, hey, I ship cups too, not just shoes) taking Hitomi’s hands in her own, and thinking she would make a better job warming them up than a hot cup of tea! She just didn’t! And Hitomi did not just give her look after the fact, nor did she enclose her hand around Maika’s…
Eh….They so did!
I am pretty sure there are a lot of Maika/Iori shippers or even Maika/Hitomi/Iori shippers and I can get that, but sadly it’s not me! Only because once I find a couple it is never plausible to switch, or maybe I am just more on the feminine side! It was the same with SaeYuki and MAYUKI! I was never into SaeYuki at all! As for threesomes, Shall never understand it nor get into it!
Speaking of which, the reason why Hitomi was crying there was because she got into the role so much that she actually ended up crying! Kind of reminds of Maika’s dream where she cried thinking that Hitomi was really dead like in her dreams! Yeah, I wrote about that too!
And that is it for now…But I have some extra caps for dessert…
Miss you Maika, please come back soon >.<