‘You may touch the bride’

It’s been how long exactly? How long since we last saw of one Sasaki Maika? I don’t even remember! All I know is that it’s been too long since I last saw her and it hurts majorly!

It really hurts! Maika had a presence and you really feel her absence especially in their shows! I mostly watch this showroom fortnightly show (Still can’t get my hands on that FreshTV show >.<) and I always feel the pain when I don’t see her there! But it’s been even worse lately especially since she not only wasn’t there during the TIF (Tokyo Idol Festival) but she was also not there during the group’s 1 year anniversary! And I hear she wrote the girls a letter but tough luck of me finding it!

So, the two times we get to watch their performances finally, it is when my Oshii is missing! And it has been a while! I mean TIF didn’t just happen this month!  And she was already gone before it even happened!

God, I miss her terribly!

And I am worried because this is very unusual! It is taking way too long! I wish someone would share that letter and what Maika said in it so I could get a little bit of an update as to her situation but alas! Maybe I am looking in the wrong places? And as such I reach out to my Readers who are fans and have a wider reach to help me out if you have heard anything!

Anyway, I have been kind of waiting for her to come back before I continued the series, then thought of doing a post about the girls as I waited for her return, but I just did not have the motivation! And so missing her so much, I decided to go back through all their singles (having seen that she wasn’t even in their 4th single as well!!) and I realised that I did not post about the BTS of the first two singles!

They too do have some Hitomaika moments and then also the eight episode of their mini documentaries arrived in that time and it also had a bot of Hitomaika (well more of the BTS of Teokure CAUTION) so I thought that I might as well…

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