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Yukirin Is Love. Yuri Is Life!


Alert! There’s an AKB spy among us!

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Otherwise there is no way this image would popup in a matter of hours after talking about these two! I am looking at you Sashiko!

But let’s take a moment to analyse this picture! I am trying to make out the background but I simply can’t. Behind Sakura it looks like a classroom which made me think of a Kagoshima Royalty Photoshoot happening! But then looking between them, what kind of classroom has no windows or has a phone or has a TV/DVD system. Well they might have the latter but usually they aren’t left in classrooms after the end of classes, at least they weren’t in my school!

So then where are they? They can’t be in an AKB prep room, to looks too vacant and even if it was, we should have seen these bathrobes before. But even then that begs the question, why are they in the robes at the same time? Since it doesn’t look like they are wearing clothes under there it either means that they are in bikinis, which means a photo-shoot incoming or they just took a shower. But then they surely didn’t take a shower together…or did they?

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So, since we haven’t seen these bathrobes before, meaning they aren’t at the AKB theatre or some other AKB gathering, that only leaves these possibilities. One being that they are at a location somewhere on a job and they are hiding their bikini-clad bodies under there. Another being that they are sharing a hotel room, again on a job, and that is why they have matching robes. Another possibility is that they are actually not at work at all and they are at someone’s home, someone with two matching robes, having just finished or about to take a shower together!

I think we can all agree either possibility is a WIN situation! All I know is that whatever it is it is going to be glorious!

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Ah, it turns out that this was actually a photoshoot before a ghost performance (meaning I don’t know which performance). Anyway Sakura seemed really happy about it saying how she had wanted to talk to Yukirin for so long. They talked about Kurofuku Monogatari. too She loves the drama! The photo-shoot is for Young Magazine so keep a look out for it. I sure hope it is a two-shot because I am so frikking dying for this way overdue combi photoshoot! Indeed, even the truth turns out to be awesome. This is a good start! And now that Yasusu has finally been asked what his deal is with Yukirin, maybe things will also change in that other area too!


[Pics] Yukirin and Husbands/Wives/Teammates/Babies/Friends

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So, it occurred to me that I have rarely, if at all ever posted pics from Yukirin’s blogs and that is a NO! NO! So I am here to do something about that! I have gone back through my Yukirin folder and grabbed the few pics at the top to post (sorted by Date Modified) so here we go! And while sorting through them, I was amazed at some of the weirdness I found! Like, WTH is up with this Hinana/Yukirin thing I see! Or the Yukirin/Uuka for that matter! And while we are on the subject, all these lolis lining up to be devoured for our Goddess! I mean not that I blame them but it seems to me that the list of her fans that are members has really gone up a lot since I last checked!

Like Yuiri for example is simply in lust with Yukirin! But I was already aware of her love so it didn’t come as such a shock but I somehow thought she would have outgrown her crush. The joke is on me for anyone who gets a taste of the Yukirin World can never leave! They think they can but they are being delusional! Once you get pulled into this world there is no more hope for you, just ask Yuria-peace and Sasaki Nozomi. Yes, I am talking about the actress Sasaki Nozomi! There is this blog from Yuria that I reblogged on tumblr a while back where she comes out of the Yukirin closet much to my shock! I most certainly did not expect her of all people to be pa part of the Yukirin World. Then again there is this picture…


Nope, she had no chance! You just wait until she gets to the 3rd LIVE and then it will be all over for her! But while she still tries to survive this, someone else has already stepped on the landmine that is the 3rd trap of a concert…


May the Goddess Yukirin rest her soul. As for Sasaki Nozomi, we all saw her on LIVE TV during the Janken where she out right declared he super gayness for Yukirin! Going so far as to say she if she were a man Yukirin would already be her waifu! Um dearest Sasaki-san, you might not know this but there are already gay couples that have married in Japan! There is no need to play it safe! No one can blame you for not being able to resist the fruit more marvellous than the apple in the Garden of Eden!

While we are on the subject of the Janken, let’s talk about another victim that fell prey to our Goddess’ charms at this exact event. that poor unsuspecting loli was none other than Team 8’s Honda Hitomi! during the AKB stage LIVE following the Janken she says that though she was sad to have not gotten ahead (losing to Yukirin too BTW) she was happy because she got to talk to Yukirin a lot!

More proof that once you get to know her, you can never escape her attraction! All these new girls come into AKB with other members as their models they look up to but Yukirin but once they are in, once they get to meet her, things change! She is those people that you only get to like once you meet them face to face which is strange to me because from appearances alone she seems like a nice person but I guess her hikkikomori game is just too strong in that she comes off as unwelcoming to the young ones. We all know they things she likes least are animals and kids too but seeing all with all these lolis me thinks she is getting over her fear. Not to mention Fuuchan is helping in the animal department.

Then there is Annin too. She is now calling her Iriyama-sensei BTW on twitter for some unknown reason. Also Annin made a passing comment like it should be known to us, though she somehow hinted that it might not, by saying that she is really close with Yukirin! And this all before the Kurofuku involvement. I tell ya things are happening in the Yukirin World that we are not even aware of!

Adding to the ever growing list is Meru, who has like attended almost all of Yukirin’s LIVEs! A little sad at the lack of pics of them together to tell the truth but the knowledge will be enough for me for now!

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Then going to NMB, as I already said, Uuka is just a lost cause already! She is all over Yukirin like bees to honey to the point of throwing respect out of the window! Seriously, she treats Yukirin like her equal but me have a feeling Yukirin loves her specially because of this. I mean look at those pics, you would think they were lovers or best buddies or something. Oh Uuka…And let’s not forget about Akarin…


Like, look at that photo? No one dares pimp Yukirin like that! Well, maybe Sae-man but Sae-man has rights to do it! Then again Akarin is also one with the Dark Force so it shouldn’t be surprising that she would be such an Alpha with Yukirin.

This is all very current events aren’t they? but there is even a more recent one, like as recent as yesterday, or today, depends on how you look at it!

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No, your eyes aren’t deceiving you! That is indeed Naanyan, Team B’s 2nd youngest Owada Nana. As to where this is from, that will be Team B’s concert in Sayaya’s hometown Hokkaido! Like, are you even tripping me? I am not even going to ask what the hell is going ion in this scene all I know is that I want it! I found a recording for it but the host site used is one I can’t have a premium account with for some reason so if anyone would be so kind as to please help us out, here is the link GO TO BLOG!

Any way I am rumbling again, I came to post pics not a book! But before we jump to the pics, how many of you actually knew this was Yukirin on all these covers for Team B Stage recordings? I most certainly didn’t…

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Finally. FINALLY! A Yukirin Dream!

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Thank you Lord for this precious gift you have given that I will forever be grateful for. Thank you for finally giving me the chance to dream about Yukirin! Seriously after all these years of dreaming about any other girl other than Yukirin has been driving me nuts! But all that ends today for I have finally had one last night!

Now of course as with all dreams, everything is fuzzy already but there is no way I am going to just forget about a dream about Yukirin! No frikkin way! It doesn’t even matter that it wasn’t the kind of dream that anyone would want about their Oshi (you know which dreams I mean ^_-) but then again, all 48G dreams I’ve had have been SFW except one, and that wasn’t that out there as well. So really, I have no complaints whatsoever.

Beside,s this dream finally confirmed my suspicions about a person being able to influence their own dreams, in that they can have a a bit of a say in what kind of dream they will be having. In my case it was actually my environment than anything else personally that had an influence on this dream. That environment being the Yukirin World!

What am I talking about? Well, have a sit. Before I begin I have to get it out first that I have absolutely no idea who I was in this dream! Judging from the setting, which was a backstage for an AKB event, I had to be one of the members (body-walking?) I mean with Souchan herself there to greet me there is no way it would have been me. Maybe it was and I was a member of the family? Either way I was no stranger because of what I got to do and get away with.

So any way, I walk in there as some important person or someone the members know well. For some reason I am already looking for Yukirin so I have to have been close to her. But judging from the conversation to be heard later this can’t be. And I am getting side-tracked again.

But on course, I am looking for Yukirin. I stumble in Souchan first who points me in the right direction. For some un-godly reason she was in the kitchen preparing food!(Like, whoaaaa) I greet her but my glee dies when I see her face and also having heard her less- than- Yukirin reply. She looks so bad, so depressed, so un-like Yukirin! So of course I ask her what anyone would, I ask her what is wrong.

She of course does not answer right away but I have the patient of turtle so I wait. When she is done, which now turns out it was a boxed meal, she turns slowly and look at me. The pain in her face totally slashes my heart into so many pieces that a shattered diamond would be jealous! I walk closer to her dying to hold her and comfort her but I stop myself. I have to know what is the problem before I can start to get down to the bottom of it, right?

My Goddess doesn’t let me down, she looks me straight in the eye and gives me this strange look and says to me like it should be common knowledge to me (which thinking of now it really should be but it still isn’t!) and she asks me, don’t I know? She says that everyone is talking about. That they are asking where she was in the PV for the latest single!

Upon hearing that my heart stops cold! But my mind is losing it as it battles with itself trying to make sense of what this could all mean but not wanting to believe that it could happen! That Yukirin would not me in a PV for a single whose cast she is a part of! In my disbelief I begin to back away and taking that the wrong way my Goddess’s strength that that she had left all leaves her as she looks down and then begins shaking and before I even realise it, she is already crying!

It takes me a moment to get my mind back to the present then in a second  I am next to her with absolute zero distance between us, my arms around her, crushing her to me, trying to absorb all her negative feelings. She cries harder, I hear Souchan shuffling behind us (she was still there!?!) but I ignore her. Yukirin cries even harder! I am frikking scared out of my mind! I never thought I would see this Yukirin! I have absolutely no idea what I should do. I finally give in and turn back to Takamina but she has disappeared!!!(Thanks a lot Souchan!) I am now fighting my own tears, it’s futile!

But there is no way I am going to let Yukirin know I am crying to I silently swallow my tears. My throat feels like a cat’s with a hairball stuck inside! Common sense leaves me as I lift Yukirin off her feet, hold her up by her bottom as she wraps her legs around me hips. Secured I begin to walk around the corridors as I rock her up and down like she was a baby. Where I got the strength to do that I have absolutely no idea so do not even ask!

All while through her tears and us just walking around corridors that were empty for some reason (thank you dream logic) Yukirin is voicing her troubles, her worries, worries that we fans all know so well! I do nothing but trying to tell her that everything is okay (Really? I am ashamed of myself for myself)! Finally, what seems like forever, we find ourselves in a room that is occupied this time. Souchan is of course there, like how she knew we would be stopping in this room is beyond me but any way, she is in the room we stop in but she is not alone, French Kiss is there too (Souchan, this is your doing, isn’t it?! You sneaky little…ahem!)

Once inside, I greet Mocchi and Akichan and once they see the mess we are both in they quickly rush over to us and help me set Yukirin down. I let them have her while I get myself together. She has stopped crying by now but she is still hiccupping like all hell! Her face is such a mess but she gives it zero attention. She doesn’t even raise a hand to wipe her tears. Akichan has to take out a handkerchief to do it for her.

When she has slowed down with those un-nerving noises, Mocchi finally asks what was wrong. (Thank God, I wasn’t the only one oblivious). Yukirin doesn’t answer and neither do I when Mocchi glances towards my direction. I am not feeling like talking too. Takamina has to step in and fills the girls in of what’s what.

There is silence at first after Souchan talks, well, silence in disregard for the hiccupping going on in the room. Akichan wanting to change the mood a little bit jokes about Yukirin finally getting nerve-touched by management and finally giving into her real feelings. She thinks of course that Yukirin is frustrated for herself and she would be justified were it any other girl but this is Yukirin, all her thoughts are on her fans. Mocchi seems to get it too for she touches Akichan’s shoulder and tells her as it is. We are back to silence again.

Then out of nowhere Yukirin’s voice fills the room as she talks and asks what she is going to do. What she is going to tell her fans at the next fan meeting. She says it is all her fault. that her negligence of the matter that her fans have been talking to her about every single time has caused this. That if only she had listened and properly showed how negatively…


Yes, that’s a slap! A slap to Yukirin’s cheek. A slap that was delivered my me! I ain’t even having no regrets!  I totally slapped my Goddess! Everyone looks at me like I was a frikking ghost or something but I totally ignore them! i furiously turn to Yukirin and let lose on her! The exact words escape me but it was me going on and on about her being herself and all that and also touching on how this isn’t new because surely she is the PV at least once, surely and that this is not the first time she has been mistreated like this. She then goes to say hoe this is different, how at least in the other singles she was on the second line or 3rd and I swear to you guys I was so mad at her I slapped her three more times!

I had also had enough! She totally started it so I also went all out. I went on to tell her how it makes no frikkin difference whether she is no the second line or the very last. She is No3 in the whole of the 48G, which makes her No.2 in AKB alone which means she has to be right next to Mayuyu in any formation. Which means she had to be right next to Acchan and to Yuko and to Sashiko not any fucking where else! So does it make a difference?! It fucking does not! I think I totally showed the villain that AKS is in my very big rant. Souchan sure seemed very attentive so I guess something was about to be done , probably, hopefully! I sure did a number on that AKS let me tell you. I even brought up Sakura and Kagoshima too but of course after I gave a speech on how much I love her too so as for Yukirin not to hate me.

Yeah, I totally chewed her out on that let me assure you! I am pretty sue she got the message! But of course it wasn’t all fire. I am also pretty sure AKS in this world is totally screwed! Oh, also during my speech about Sakura, I touched a bit on that little subject of Yukirin and Sakura ignoring each other. You won’t believe the reaction she gave at that! let me just say that we were right on the money in regards to that subject.

Then some other things happened but they couldn’t have been important seeing as I don’t remember them but any way, there you have it. My first ever dream about Yukirin and it is about…

Damn you AKS! Or maybe I should thank you for how else would have have dreamed about my Goddess?!

And yeah, I haven’t watched the preview of the PV for Refrain and frankly after this dream, I am frikking scared out of my mind to watch it! Forget the fact that Acchan is in it, I am so not ready to watch this! Not until I get concrete evidence of Yukirin presence!Na-uh! No way José!

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Butler Ikoma VS Maid Hori – FIGHT!

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Reika x Yumi? Oh God Yes!
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Misa x Mai? Praise Jesus!
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Ikoma x Hoshino x Hocchan?…

So, as every year’s norm, this year too we get a Halloween episode from Nogizaka where they cosplay for my favourite holiday. This time they even kick things up into high gear by pairing the girls up and you know what that means dear Readers – Ships incoming! And so the couple start pouring out including some fan-canon ones like Yumi/Reika and MaMai/MisaMisa. Just as I am wondering who Ikoma-kun is gonna be paired up with, and I just know she is going to do Danso because no one loves Danso like she does, hoping that it could me Minami-chan or Miona and I have to do thins until the very last couple(?) because she came up the last.

And do you know what those guys decided to do? They went and broke the rules by placing Ikoma-kun in a triangle with none other than the mentioned choices I had for her! You can imagine my heart’s condition when I first saw that logo with the three of them together. I just knew I was in for a world of sweet pain. But I thought I was ready! I mean surely they can’t do something like making Ikoma a guy with Minami-chan or Hocchan as a girl and the three in a triangle, surely..Well, I was wrong…

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Ready – I was not!

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[AKBINGO] Best! Damn! Episode! EVER!

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Yui x Mako
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Aoi x Kanon
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Yuka x Ryouka
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Madoka x Natsumi
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And Pedo Centre…

What…What is this? What did I just watch?!!

Dear Readers, my innards are a chaotic mess right now! I haven’t blogged about this until now not because I was late to the party (like, I am disappoint if you thought I was!) but rather because my mind was just too blown! When I saw the preview last week I thought it was just a prank of some sort! And even when I got to watching this episode this week, and I saw the babies I thought, surely they can’t do it with lolis around (Wait, isn’t this a midnight show? What are lolis doing here? Oh wait, AKBINGO used to have Love-tan way back in the 0ji days and she was younger than NakoMiku back then so…) Any way, it’s about morality and for some reason I thought since the babies were around we possibly couldn’t get a full segment about a ChuChu train!

I was wrong!

Apparently even after I watched the Team * version of ChuChu Train on Anta Dare I am still thick headed! Yes, it actually happened. There are gifs on tumblr about it. here is a gif if you want…

They did this for 60 seconds!

SERIKA and Saachan were in it! And yet I still doubt Japan! Why? I don’t know! Maybe because that was very SFW unlike the AKBINGO version! Then again, one is LIVE during the day and the other is recorded, for the middle of the night showing!!

Good Lord, I am mouth-watering just thinking about the damn episode! My mind working on delusions 10x more than it usually does (And believe me you, I watch a lot of P$&*UDDGH^&*

Ahem, sorry about that!

You won’t even believe the number of times I’ve already re-watched this episode like…I am so far still that I can’t even think of a comprehensible way to write about this episode so I am just going to put up a bunch of caps and one-liners!

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